Nathan photo-day outtake 200
I really shouldn't stand in front of the camera (i don't know what I'm going to do when I get married. My photographer is going to be pulling his eyelashes out after shotxshot of blinking bride) --- but my nephew is a dollface. This past Saturday I went to my sister's and did a "photoshoot" of this cute-bugger. I felt like paparazzi, except the nurturing kind that makes you look good in photos. I had a twitching shutter finger at every cute laugh and darling facial expression. This is the good stuff.
Now the bad, entitled:
Status: po' and uninspired.
Lately I haven't been able to write anything (lately being the past few days). I don't know what it is -- I'm so depressed about the writing world. I have to wait two months to get paid for an article I just wrote. Apparently they won't pay until the magazine is out. Um, groovy deal? I think not.
No one wants to payola, which makes retail a knocking prospect. Yes, I could get an office job, but then I think I will lead down the path of comfort. At least if I get retail, I'll be that much more inspired to get-the-hell-out-of-there and perhaps maybe find some sort of inspiration in the human snot that goes along with retail. Drama, I know. But I am really poor and HATE asking my parents for money. Good thing my birthday/graduation is soon. I will be getting some congratulations money. Terrible right? I know.
